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the only day

If I only had you for one more day...
 I'd be soaking up every single moment. 
Memorizing every feature. 
Basking in every smile.
Holding every giggle in my heart.
I wouldn't be concerned with the mess you made. We'd clean it up together. And I'd smile at you and giggle as you stuck your tounge out when you swept. I'd play silly games and do silly dances and talk about the ways I love you. 
I'd spend each moment I could cuddling you and pulling you closer and closer missing each of your fingers and you nose.
These are things we do often but not often enough. 
Hearing a doctor say "concern for malignancy" scared me. I wanted to drop to the floor and cry. But mostly... I wanted to go home and do those things. 
We get to go home and have those days again. And I'm so grateful. I won't take them for granted any more. 


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